Sick of grocery store meat and produce.

I don't know what is happening to grocery store food..meat and produce to be specific. I can not remember the last time I had some good ground beef. The beef as of late has had an awful texture that at times feels 'gritty, spongy or granular' or all of the above. Buying it is like playing Russian Roulette. It's disgusting. Avocados are expensive and one of the ones I bought was totally rotten on the inside, though it didn't look or feel different on the outside. It is happening too often with produce and don't even get me started on Walmart produce. Earlier today I was reading an article of toxic traces found in chicken and other foods that are eaten on a daily basis. This is no surprise to me as I have read this kind of literature on previous occasions. I feel that this contributes to lots of diseases. I am counting down the days until I am done with school, though I enjoy my classes immensely, this will allow free time for me and I w ill be able to concentrate on my lil place and spend more time there. My goal is to raise my own food as organically as possible or catch it by other means. This is not to say that I am part of a 'green movement' or any movement of any kind but I would rather know what is going into my food and into my body and possibly prevent future illness or disease. I plan to keep a journal of my experiences, trials and errors. It will not be a fairy tale. There will be success's I'm sure as well as failures, setbacks and casualties of sorts but its all a part of the venture. Sorry for the long ramble. I'm just sick of certain grocery foods as of late. It's like throwing away your hard earned money.